im lost and confused. i dont know what the hell am i doing and am i doing it right? does 'it' goes like how i thought? or am i just dreaming? i dont know.
rise and shine ppl! haa! like finally, i managed to get up early in the morning. i cn start my chores after bibik and mom klua ruma today. haaa. tidakkah saya berbakat untuk menjadi menantu ibu anda? LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
i would love to share this with u all. HAHAHA (actually, ayn yg suro. LOLOLOL)
ain says: baru nk feeling2 seh Liah says: hahahah Im Shasha says: haha Liah says: u know the small fly Im Shasha says: alahai ain says: tk tau Liah says: yg slalu kt banana2 ain says: tk tau Liah says: kt ur house mesti ade la ain says: tk tau Liah says: my house also ade tadi ain says: tk tau Im Shasha says: fruit fly Liah says: yeah fruit fly ain says: mentang2 banana je fruit ah! Im Shasha says: yah wassup? Liah says: it bites, fyi Liah says: i got bitten Im Shasha says: haha. betol lah, shite. hahaha! Liah says: gatal and saket Im Shasha says: ouh Im Shasha says: i dont know. ain says: tu kau peh pasal Liah says: hahahaha ain says: hahahahahaha! Im Shasha says: bite fly uh tu Im Shasha says: i think uh. ain says: its called houseflies Liah says: same la Im Shasha says: housefly dont bite what ain says: Liah says: same la Liah says: housefly in malay ape ain says: die mcm phm ah Liah says: yeyeyeyeyeye ain says: tnye ur bibik Im Shasha says: lalat lah dey~ ain says: right! Im Shasha says: no need bibik I KNOW Im Shasha says: yes yes. ain says: maklom lah da 2 tahun tk blajar mlayu
ahahahah! anyways, sape nk jiwe background with us both?
didnt do anything the whole day. later meeting ayn. fuh hopefully shes gonna make my day tday. *rolled eyes and i got scolded by dad for my hp bill. 148 ringgit from the malacca trip, exclude my use in singapore. and he said i took things for granted. :(
just finish chatted with emie and shasha. webcam-ing, gaming and stuffs. shasha lost to tic-tac-toe and scissors paper stone. oh well, what cn i say. im good, u see.
some fyi,
Liah says: u bathe alrdy? Im Shasha says: havent. once today. hahahahaha
haaaaaaa. but still, she's still as gorgeous as ever. :) *member kalau bace ni mesti die suke. LOL!
anyways, went to ayn's crib today. her mom invited me to taste her awesomest laksa! it was delicious ok! we took ALOT of pics tgether with BAMBAM. *she hates me calling her that* check out the pics on her blog ok? :DD and tmr's my prac. after a month of chilling pilling. wee!
why cant i slp? why why why? :( currently at nenek house still. been watching whose line is it anyway. so far today is just ok la. watch emie played soccer. but there was this one he fall. :( and there was an attention seeker too. tk suke! haahaa. ok i gottta head off to bed. tmr morning have to meet ayn. muke die lagi.... burinq uhs ! hahahaha. bye la!
tday, came to ayn's crib. didnt know i had to txt her bfore i come bcause i could hardly hear her speaking frm the phone due to the drills. zzz. so i came there and surprised her mom and herself. she was bathing. so i create a self entertainment by playing with the lights and switching off her water heater. member step power. hahah. later, her ever adorable sister wow-ed us wit her magic trick. hahaha cute kn!! she scolded me alot for spoiling her trick. :( but its ok, gua tetap steady. saye suke skali kacau2 die! hahah. after that, met emie. im glad everything goes fine tday. i miss him, very. watched whose line is it anyway, battled tennis via psp, and i lost. whatever. *rolled eyes.
I WAS HAVING MY BEAUTY SLEEP WHEN THE DRILLS SUDDENLY SOUND. NBBBBBBBB I CANNOT SLEEP ALRDY. NOW I HAVE TO LISTEN TO MY IPOD, MAXIMUM VOLUME. WTH RIGHT? HOLIDAY MCM BKN HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!! NK RENOVATE PON PETANG2 UH DRILL. BODOW.
had fun today with eza and eesya. but then kaki problem pulaaak uh! only they both know what happened =.= we took alot of pictures! will update them asap, i promise.
someone texted me, nk go together to ct hall. hehe. sorry didnt get to meet u up. u know who u are :)
emie's ppd low. so i hardly get through him or even check on him. gee. anyways, its been days huh since i last posted an entry here? haaa.
boring. tiring day. cold weather. nothing to type. but hey, my tagboard seems interesting as days past. new kiddo, name doesnt want to be known. oh well, no balls eh bodoh? mak bapak da mati eh tk sempat nk ajar kau? ah? kn aku da minarep. hahah. ok lets not talk pasal si taik tu. wont be entertained anymore.
gosh i still feel the guilt. :( and only he knows why. sorry baby. im truly sorry. *gives u a white rose* oh and after that, that sweeeeeet who do my project for me. oh gee and that makes me love u more laa b! haaa.
hi! im so stress :( need to hand up project by tmr. as well as finish up some 'composition' to head section by thursday. currently at busu place, accompany her as she's sick. hw am i going to do my project in here. pfft. ok today was pretty boring in sch, didnt do anything. met emie and have lunch at bdok kfc. then met busu, accompany her to clinic. teman her beli boots then buy donuts and nasi briyani. and ape lagi, suro si emie aka Men Of Steel angkt uh siaa! HAHA! busu asked emie if i always bully him that way and he said yes. wth. sape yg slalu bully sape sia b? huh? anyways, kinda lucky to meet busu as she always get smth for me. heh. reached home, mkn first then anta emie for soccer. (smpai lift je. teman jgak what) wanted to watch him play soccer bt he warned me saying byk kwn die turon. oh well. now im bored.
gosh, i kinda regret slping in the aftrnoon bcause i knw i MIGHT start having those slping disorders back again, and i hate that feeling! aku ni da penakot, lagi nk tahan mate sorang2 in the room. haa! fortunately, abg has always been awake at this time. so, i cn join him singing while he plays his bass. lol! aside frm that, today is just fine-fine in sch. ayn woke up late today, despite reminding me to wake up on time the night bfore. =.= also i had test today, IF. zzz okay. i kinda cheated, actually. LOL. bt i think i made it through, somehow? haa. and i went home wit andrew. not really la, asked him to accompany me to bus stop. skali da msok bus, he didnt sit with me. P-F-F-T uh u! later, went to pp to find newspaper. walk here walk there, tk nmpk2. then trsrmpak with these two drunkard-like guys. kacau org mcm kacau kucing. =.= but heck care la, i was busy looking for newspaper. lol! and till now, i couldnt find it. chey. haah. currently waiting for emie to stop playing game. bagos uh, maen uh smpai ngntok, then come to me and say u wanna slp. *rolled eyes*
woke up at 9. cleaned the whole damn house and now i feel like im in a hotel. lol! got sick for 2-3 hours due to the dusts. then i thought, 'what has bibik been doing in here?' =.= ok la to think back, she must be tired working both at shop and home. so, finished the chores at about 4. and i got bored. so i cooked sambal sotong, my favourite! hehehe. again, got bored after that. i watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button on net. i left my lappy to load the whole vid and its definitely easier for me to watch. skaliiiiiiiiiiiiiii dabes load, i just clicked on play, my lappy's batt went empty and auto switched off. wth! da malas, bareng2. and suddenly rmbred, i was supposed to visit apiz today. ayn must have been forgotten too. haah!
◘ sch was bored. ◘ but ayn and the guys made my day, as always. ◘ ayn was superbly clumsy today. die punye reaction tekejot cantek. ◘ nurulain, ismaliah, shah danial and zulfikar had fun watching whose line is it anyway in class. ◘ learnt smth during NF lesson, and so was ayn. :) ◘ met emie, he was a pain in the ass at first. ◘ but later, he was sucha sweetheart, but still... ◘ massaged him for 5-7 mins. and he asked me to massage him for another 2 mins. ◘ i knew 3 mins had passed but he lied. he said it was still going to 2 mins only. ◘ i not stupit. lol. ◘ reached home, twins complained to me about a spammer on their blog. haah! ◘ i helped, yes. and they were so happy. =.= ◘ Kris Allen on American Idol is ****ing HOT ok! omg omg omg he's saved!
◘ woke up at 9. ◘ didnt come to sch tday, instead i went to polyclinic alone; sick. ◘ i was late, have to come back at 1.30pm. by that time, it was 11.45am. ◘ abg called, 'is, wher u? cn come home jap. abg kt lua ruma, tk bwk kunci.' ◘ bagos, naseb baek aku otw ruma time tu. ◘ 2.20pm went off to polyclinic again...... ◘ then tersrmpak wit eesya. *misses ◘ dpt tau she got into hnitec at ite tamp, mechanical. ◘ so i asked her to watch emie in sch, JIC. lol ◘ then met emie. go mkn and watched freedom writers. ◘ it was a good movie, serious. ◘ but emie kept yawning. ◘ and tk abes2 mntk suro urot blkng. ◘ maklomlah, tgn saye kn sodap kalau mengurot. ◘ then go home time. my stomach cramp start balek prangai. ◘ his soccer starts at 8 but he delayed up to 8.30 just to send me. ◘ thanks brah. lu sweet siot. ◘ smpai punggol, as usual call bibik suro turon bus stop. ◘ she was crying. :(( ◘ her loved one passed away. condolence. RIP.
hi readers. i was actually asleep at 10.45pm and i was quite happy cos i thought i would have enough sleep after having some sleeping disorders these few days. but damn my menses really makes me feel ill and rotten; my uterus especially :(
visited apiz at changi hospital tday after sch. din told me he met wit an accident. geee. kinda severe, actually. his right leg kene masokkn besi and there were alot of scars on his hands. naseb baek muke mase handsome. HAHA! get well soon, though i know u cant read this. but u cn after u got discharged. LOL!
oh, to those who are unclear with ayn's tag, let me get this straight with u guys. i didnt steal any handphones. =.= i did nth but asked zul to hide her hp and stressed her up looking for it. (and i swear that was what exactly she did to me last month!! this is what we call "sweet revenge" brah!) when she was searching for her hp like an idiot, i was beside her, trying to irritate her by korek2 her bag. seen perfume, i sprayed on my body byk2. seen mascara, i applied on my eyelashes happily. tgk cermin lagiii. HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! take that beeyootch! now u know how i felt that day! P-F-F-T!
anddddddddddd, my sick is back! yeah yeah welcome back *******! :( flu flu flu. anyways, i felt calm after getting all the html codes frm Kar Seng. thanks thanks! now i cn do my project steadily, of course wit the help of emie too. LOL!
last but not least, juju and nono dpt skola ite mp! heeeee! :)))))
today's overview: ◘ woke up at 8.30am ◘ been sneezing whole morning ◘ stomach cramp, sore eyes ◘ ate panadol, and it stucked on my throat for like 5 secs.. ◘ ..i swear i thought i was going to die ◘ waste the whole day on bed ◘ got stucked up for littlest issue ◘ emie's msg made me smile then ◘ slept for 1-2 hrs ◘ dreamt about car racing, bugatti's mine while opponent's Mazda rx8; no winner. cant rmbr why. ◘ mkn wit fam, to pastamania ◘ dad ckp nk blanje. smpai counter, hulor tgn(wit style) to mom. ◘ mom no reaction(da biase laa beng)
slept at almost 6 in the morning and woke up at 8.30am. bitch my eyes sore, my stomach is killing me and my nose is really bothering. what a day to start with. pfft. been sick for almost 3 days now. :(
ok, i just reached home frm madrasah. nt supposed to go coz im sick, but well nk dapatkn ilmu la katekn. :) and yes, i really learnt loads of things which i would like to share wit readers.
we ppl notice that this world is changing in every generation. ustazah has given many examples of Muslim's "attitude" to help convince us.
▪ butches, bapok. (im sure each of u known at least one of this kind.) ▪ surgeries, maybe not many. but shaving/threading of eyebrows. (i did, too. oops) ▪ tv, hp, computers(youtube, etc); pornography. ▪ many alcoholic drinkers, include youngsters. [yet proud] ▪ guys dont go for friday prayings, when they know it's a wajib. ▪ girls tk cover aurat. wear mini skirts, sleeveless, hotpants, etc. ▪ majorities of fightings occured are muslims. ▪ this word 'sial' is normal to us teenagers. ▪ bikini muslimah(s)? this is so what-the-fuck. ▪ tattoos, yet proud again. ▪ worse of all, young unmarried mothers.
there's more.. and these mentioned above are all tande2 kiamat. as said from Ustazah Jamilah.
kinda scary to hear all these. but unfortunately we cannot run away frm mistakes, but we can learn frm it.
anyways, ustazah shared with us this too. there was this hindu lady(ustazah's friend) told her that she wanted to convert to christian. so ustazah asked, why doesnt she just convert to muslim? and she said this. "honestly, i think muslim is the worse religion she has judged so far. they didnt show good example." why was it so? answers are all mentioned above.
-I want to be the only hand you ever need to hold.
-Kiss Me Hard, Because This Will Be The Last Time I Let You
-Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn’t think you wanted.
-Why cry a river over him & drown yourself in your sorrow when he's not going to jump down and safe you?
-It's better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one
-Because I never really had you at all, I didn't think it would hurt this much to lose you
-Even if he doesn't like me tomorrow, I knew he loved me yesterday.
-Marriage has no guarantees. If that's what you're looking for, go live with a car battery.
-How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?
-Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.
-Life without you is like a broken pencil, there is no point.
-If someone you love breaks your heart, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
-Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.
-Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.
-I don't know what to do now that we're apart; I don't know how to live without the other half of my heart.
-Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!
-A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.
-You don't have to let it slip away but you want to, I don't want to let it slip away but I have to.
-I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground.
-Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you
-i'm on a mission to forget you. in other words; mission impossible
To Eza: Thanks for sharing, baby! Here i am, helping u out sharing these to souls who're reading.
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